it's not my recent photo though, i'm getting more weight and chubby
I don't know why, maybe it is because of the weather or my superstition, I've always been a little bit upset or been feeling not energetic enough on December, worrying about future but couldn't find a specific problem that I should be worrying about.
Been thinking about my career, my imprudence, my health but at the same time I can calm myself down better than months before.
Just a little update, I am still struggling to get on the right track of my CPA (the progress remains frozen as months before, seen last article) and planning to buy an e-watch to supervise my sports.
At the same time, I find myself better at dealing with my emotion of seeking for other's attention/approvals, and I kind of have found a little piece of my inner peace. Which is really really wonderful and which I am really graceful for.
Thanks for your time seeing these bull*, and still I am hoping for the best.